pumpkin soup

You're chatting to me like we connect
But I don't even know if we're still friends
It's so confusing
Understanding you is making me not want to do
The things that I know I should do
But I trip fast and then I lose
And I hate looking like a fool

I just want your kiss, boy 

The lights are on and someone's home
But I'm not sure if they're alone
There's someone else inside my head
Living there to fill me with dread

This paranoia is distressing
And I spend most of my nights guessing
Are we not, are we together
Will this make our lives much better

I'm not in love
I just wanna be touched

I just want your kiss, boy

Whoops I think I've got too close
Cos now he's telling me I'm the girl that he likes most
Now I'm messed up
It's not the first time
I'm not saying you're not on my mind
I hope that you don't think I'm unkind