ich liebe meinen hund!

all i've got are these photographs.

dein tänzer trägt dich davon

manchmal brauch ich einfach nur das.

pumpkin soup

You're chatting to me like we connect
But I don't even know if we're still friends
It's so confusing
Understanding you is making me not want to do
The things that I know I should do
But I trip fast and then I lose
And I hate looking like a fool

I just want your kiss, boy 

The lights are on and someone's home
But I'm not sure if they're alone
There's someone else inside my head
Living there to fill me with dread

This paranoia is distressing
And I spend most of my nights guessing
Are we not, are we together
Will this make our lives much better

I'm not in love
I just wanna be touched

I just want your kiss, boy

Whoops I think I've got too close
Cos now he's telling me I'm the girl that he likes most
Now I'm messed up
It's not the first time
I'm not saying you're not on my mind
I hope that you don't think I'm unkind

you're the fool

And to be true, I miss you
And to be true, I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where did it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on 

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can look me in the eyes
With that sad, sad look
That you wear so well

just have a good time

frankreich

i'm the hero of this story

500 days of summer ist ein film, den jeder auf jedenfall einmal gesehen haben sollte. ich hab ihn jetzt schon öfter geguckt und er gefällt mir immernoch gut. außerdem passt er. es ist keine liebesgeschichte, es ist eine geschichte über liebe. unbedingt anschauen!

morgen gehts auf nach frankreich. ich lass all meine probleme hier, hab ich eben so beschlossen. und ich lass sowieso alles hinter mir. ich zeig mal wieder den optimismus in mir. no risk, no fun - das ist mein motto!

baby, you've hurt me

We can talk things over a little time
Promise me you won't stand by the light

Please drop the past and be true
Don’t say we’re okay just because I’m here
You hurt me bad but I won't shed a tear

I’m leaving you for the last time, baby

You think you’re loving
But you don’t love me
I’ve been confused outer my mind, lately
You think you’re loving
But I want to be free
Baby, you’ve hurt me

I’ll tell you Baby that we’re through

All the days spent together
I wish for better
But I didn’t want the train to come
Now it’s departed
I’m broken hearted
Seems like we never started
All those days spent together
When I wished for better 

'aaaalter, da sitzt jemand!'

sweeties

never say never

some things we don't talk about
better do without
just hold a smile
we're falling in and out of love
ashamed and proud of,

together all the while
you can never say never
while we don't know when
time and time again
younger now then we were before 

picture you're the king of everything
far as the eye can see
under your command
i will be your guardian
when all is crumbling
steady your hand

we're falling apart
and coming together again and again
we're growing apart
but we pull it together
pull it together, together again

don't let me go 

 

 

rehab

When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped into one with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
You went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock that spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
Gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like oh
You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Shoulda never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

Damn, ain't it crazy?

When your loveswept you'd do anything for the one you love
'cause any time that you needed me  I'd be there
It's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is that you was using me in a different way that I was using you
But now that I know it's not meant to be you gotta go
I gotta wean myself off of you

i know we'll make it anywhere

Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear,
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess